![]() I swear, if I had known he knew about Manuel not being his child….I would have taken Manuel with me. I didn’t even know he knew about my adultery. “Mr Smith treated us like trash and always beat me at every chance he get. Manuel father died and my hope died along with him,” She cries. I wanted to take Manuel to his father but things got so complicated. “I never took him to those places because I was busy trying to work things out with his father. ![]() Those people wouldn’t understand the pain we were going through right now. They gave us weird looks but neither me nor Mrs cared about the looks we received. Her continual crying were already calling the attention of people as they turned to look at us. She finished reading the list and dropped the paper on the table. ![]() Honestly, I might not hate her but I don’t think I will ever wish her happiness. She placed her hands over her mouth as she kept reading through Manuel’s list, tears were streaming down to her face, profusely. “He wanted to be happy like everyone else.” I said in a whisper as fresh tears begin to stroll down. All he ever wish was to see you again,” I took out the list and handed it over to her. They start asking for forgiveness from the deceased. They start to regret about how they treated the person when he was still alive. Everyone turn their faces away but when the person dies… they come around for his funeral. Why does life have to be treated this way? When a person is alive, everyone treats that person like trash. I should have stood by him.” She continued crying. I should never have left in the first place. “What do you think?” I asked instead of providing her with the answers she was expecting. He was practically the reason why I was still seated here, actually. I decided to accept the offer because of Manuel. I might not hate her but I still don’t like her. I wanted to decline the offer but I could hear the desperation in her voice. She has no fu-cking right to do so.īut hey, who am I? Because she clearly has more right than I do. It’s quite disrespectful for her to go through her late son’s phone. I asked her how she got my number and she told me she got it from Manuel’s phone. Manuel’s mother, Mrs called me last night, just when I was about going to bed. But whenever I was around him, I pretend to be happy. He takes me out just to shaken me out of my guilt and help me move on from Manuel’s death. Xander still took a little of his time to help me prepare for my exams. I guess Manuel’s death also affected her.Įveryone were busy preparing for their exams but as for me? I was drowning in my guilt. Tricky talked less and paid more attention in We weren’t friends but we do acknowledge each other as friends whenever we cross path at the school hallway. He stayed with me all night until I feel asleep with him at the other line. I told him as well and he was happy for me. Xander and I talked that night after i told my parents about my decision. I love them so much and sometimes I wonder how I got so lucky to have them as my parents. They rather supported me and promise to stand by me always. Or maybe I was just feeling so guilty to forgive myself.Īfter I told my parents about my decision, they were very surprise about my sudden change of heart on my dream but they didn’t do anything to discourage me. The pain, the disappearance was still very fresh in my heart. It’s been a week since we lost Manuel and yet it felt like we lost him just yesterday. I clenched my fist that lay on my lap as I stare at the black coffee in front of me. We want to cover it all! Our primary focus will be students, transitioning professionals, or cyber security professionals that are eager to level up in their career, however, the content we put out is great for anyone eager to learn more about the cybersecurity industry.But even at that, why don’t I hate her? Why was i sitting down here having this conversation with her? Most importantly, why did I ever accept having this meeting with her? We understand that cybersecurity is a journey and there are other aspects to entering into this field and pivoting once in the field. Guests will include leading professionals in the field, providing real-life insight and demystifyingsome of the assumptions of the cyber world. Our mission is to cast a net to an inclusive audience and provide a safe place for discussion. We will be discussing the “tough” topics that come along with being a woman in this field while providing life hacks on how to handle burnout, networking, and goal-setting. 2 Cyber Chicks Podcast With Erika McDuffie And Jax Scott is an inclusive cybersecurity podcast designed to educate and break the stereotypes of cybersecurity professionals.
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